A Flow of Thought

.......................flow

      woah
  i just thought of something intense...

we have no control over our environment
because the perfect balance of the universe determines our environment

the brain responds to and interacts with the environment
       according to how it was constructed during development
          according to how it is constructed by genes
     the genes provide order
they are behind the physical molding of your brain throughout your entire life

    genes project how the brain is built and developed after conception and birth
 radial glia help the new neurons migrate as they are generated in the developing brain
         and millions and millions of neurons are rapidly formed by complex processes in those first few years....
                 ...bombarded by sensory information, a new world...
   .....and genes are the order behind the creation of new neurons
they determine and guide the function of each neuron in the entire nervous system

and all throughout life, as you experience, observe, interact
all the cells in your body, in addition to neurons
are dying and being made completely out of your control

it is HAPPENING
cells are SENSING
blood is PUMPING
neurons are FIRING
mind is PERCEIVING
the brain is CHANGING
memory is MANIFESTING
neuronal network is FORMING...

...and this all happens without any intervention from "you"...
   ...yet you are present, aware, conscious, receiving, experiencing, being

you have no control over all that when you are developing, and you are suddenly reminded that you aren't in control when you die, so why would you have control now?

you have no control

control is a delusion........

......................truth...

  genes must be a major part of the collective unconscious then...
and responsible for the evolution of life, of awareness

they carry information for development
   like a blueprint

  your physical existence is just guided by your genes perfectly to balance your life, that is why death is the balancing opposite of life

  part of the perfection
   death is the great equalizer
     and the awareness is reborn in a new physical body
       perfectly balanced to experience a new world

  the awareness you achieve in this life evolves through genes
  but genes might just be a part of the collective unconscious

maybe all, but i'm not sure

  the collective unconscious is awareness
    intelligently evolving toward heaven="truth and life"=the present

      "truth and life" is the ultimate awareness
          complete indirect (truth) and direct (life) awareness

the progression of awareness is passed on through genes
   at least in part
we are the pure awareness
   evolving to know and become "truth and life"

and here we are, right now, experiencing a perfectly balanced universe

we are the product of a conscious forming of energy to reflect a living thing, which contains a soul, eternally present

the soul=awareness
  and it evolves in the collective unconscious
       
   experience is a sacrifice for the greater soul

  awareness contained in a physical body
 one interconnected physical body

      the universe

           experiencing the universe

on our way home

home=now

we have absolutely no control, we are nothing, and also everything without the mind, because the mind blocks and filters the life that is always present

  if mind is not in the way, we become everything real, true life
       a mirror of life, a reflection of perfection
in knowing the truth, the perfection of life, the mind can rest
      and we are free to receive abundant life, eternal life

it is a perfect universe, and we are not separate from it, except by our own deceiving minds that create separation from god=love=life=present, and when we overcome them with truth, we BECOME it... fully conscious and fulfilled....

truth is the way

the universe just happens... perfectly orderly and balanced, and we are the experiencer, the observer, consciousness, awareness

so there is no need for the mind to be thinking all the time and analyzing everything - we are experiencing perfection, and we are not separate from it - we just need to see the balance, see the perfection, see the truth and evolve past the cycle to the center, the present

 and watch the wheels go round, and dance to it
   with it
     in harmony with it

in absolute love for it

  a love that never dies
  and we become that love

and we live eternally in grace, until the universe collapses in again, big bang in reverse

be we enjoy the wonderful ride, as the balance takes us back to the "beginning" of it all
but there is no "beginning" - no "end"
only the present
an eternal journey, an endless destination

  infinity

the infinite universe

           experiencing itself

the mind cannot grasp infinity
we can only know it is true and surrender to it
there is no mind, because there is no control
the universe moves in perfect balance

seeing the balance in life is important, because the universe is always moving towards balance, no matter what we do or think

to know the balance
is to know the nature of the universe
is to know the perfection of life
is to be free of the mind
is to be in harmony with all that is, here now

the meaning of life is simply to live
     overcome d/evil (the deceiving mind), and live

isn't it wonderful?
even better, it's perfect
and also self-evident

.....embrace oneness